that which does not conquer you will only make you stronger.

you know who you are. you are one of the strongest people i know.
to see you this down kills me,.
keep your head up, and look back on how much you have gone through.
why would you give up now. if so, you put up and went through all of that for nothing.
prove them wrong.
you're better than that and you know that.
when the nights seem still and lonely remember the strength within you.. and know the sun will come up in the morning. and you will be alright.
on those nights that you are asking God to end it all.. remember that sometimes he doesn't calm the storm tearing you apart, but strengthens you enough to endure it.
let those that hurt you watch you, and prove them wrong.
prove to them that through the hell and hurt they have caused you.. you are still going.
When something bad happens you have three choices: You can let it define you, you can let it defeat you, or you can let it strengthen you.
"in the midst of winter, i found within me an invincible summer"
i know there are some days when you wish you were invisible.. and i know they are coming more often than you would wish right now.. you wish you could run and hide away from all the troubles. You wish you could go back in time and change in the areas you've failed at. There are some days when you'd rather not be alive. but there are also some days when you feel on top of the world. Those days may seem so hazy to you right now. but they have been there. Remember the good days when you're having the bad ones, and remember that if you give up when things get tough on those bad days, you'll never be able to experience the wonderful feelings that come with the good days again.
One day this pain will make sense to you.. though that day seems nonexistent right now.
maybe the happy ending  is letting it all go. no matter how hard it is.
so every morning wake up and tell the world that you aren't going to let it get you down anymore.
i know its hard.
i know.
but i  know you are stronger.
i know that.
i wouldn't be telling you this if i didn't honestly believe you couldn't do it.
i love you and i will stand by you through all of this.
even though you're fed up. you've gotta keep your head up.
i love you.
and I'm sorry the you feel like the world is on your shoulders.
you can do this.