an appologetic post with a sign that the sun will be rising.

these are the days that you find out who you truly are.

As much as I feel like my blog is somewhere I can vent, for anyone that reads it... is probably annoyed. haha cause the past like billion posts have been so negative. and poor me... and you know what? I'm a much happier person than i make myself sound. haha so for anyone that has been reading any of the latest posts. I'm sorry haha. really. "Life is too short to wake up with regrets. So love people that treat you right. Forget about the ones that don't. Believe everything happens for a reason. If you get a second chance, grab it with both hands. If it changes your life, let it. Nobody ever said life would be easy, they just promised it would be worth it." love that.. I have so many more reasons to be happy than to not be.. so it's  up to me to change. "both enthusiasm and pessimism are contagious, which will you spread?"

the following, is a list of ways i will her by live:

.celebrate life everyday. .embrace authenticity. .laugh out loud. .dance for no reason. .have fun. .dream big. .be bold. .create new paths. .make mistakes. .walk tall. .try something new. .take risks. .inspire. .be inspired. .shine brightly. .enliven joy. .make things. .connect to the world, not to electronics. .love unconditionally. .live fully. .be an explorer. continue learning. .never stop growing. .be curious. .be present. .give hugs. .enjoy spontaneity. .open your mind. .expand your heart. .be still. .fly. .color outside the lines. .share. .be enthusiastic. .be yourself, always. .enjoy the simple things. .live your passion. .see with fresh eyes. .listen. .let go of perfect. .be kind. .have gratitude. .see beauty everywhere. .breathe deeply. and smile.

"we must be willing to let go of the life we have planned, to have the life that is waiting for us."

- joseph campbell.

we all have stories. we all have scars. we all have explanations. we all can justify our feelings, if given the chance. we all have freedom to express our emotions as we please. every scar we do have tells a story.. in which proclaims "i survived".

no more of this dwelling on the past.

done done and done. 

"your journey has molded you for your greater good, and it was exactly what it needed to be. Don't think that you've lost time. It took each and every situation you have encountered to bring you to the now, and now is right on time."

Today is the day to live on happiness's terms. I'm not one to say to live on someone/something elses terms. but i think this will be an ok choice(: I will try to stay positive through the current ish that is going on. and know that the sun will come up in the morning, and everything will be ok.. though the nights seems so rediculously long.

 i will smile. because i can.