if you want to fly, you've got to get rid of what is weighing you down.

that wanting to leave your house.. but not being able to pull yourself around to it.
the desperation to talk to someone... but not having an available person to speak with.
the desire to be with someone.. but the person is out of reach.
the wish to receive an unexpected text or phone call.. that is never received.
the yearn to poor your heart out to an opening ear.. without sounding conceited.
the longing to be able to explain your thoughts to someone.. but when the chance is given, everything but how you truly feel, comes out.

"if we discovered that we had only five minutes left to say all that we wanted to say, every telephone booth would be occupied by people calling other people to stammer that they loved them."- christopher morley.

lets hope the summer turns up from here.. cause i doubt i can keep going if the days are as they have been.


"why do the clouds always have to be covering the stars.." "just think when they aren't, i'll be looking at the same stars all the way in kansas"